She’s mine, was
I analyse, so many parameters, observations
Implying…what?
Maybe I need to re-analyse, change the emotional apparatus
Determinism of future
2.4 kids, like all others
Distractions, loved…modified behaviour controlled by genes and evolution
that house in the suburbs I never wanted
that life I hate
this life I hate
Another her, rebound
Caring, but not cared for, really
Debounded
Hurt, but better off
Another her, earlier attraction
Re-emerges from 6-year absence
Nice…enough (?)
Should I let the larvae develop?
Making beast…world dissipates…all fine
Then back to my analysis
And where to now?
That same troublesome horizon
That cryptic crypt
I tire of this project
03.09.08
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